Damai adalah milikmu yang senantiasa dalam peluk hangat ibu. Hingga kamu beranjak dewasa, meski ibumu sudah tiada, damaimu nyata. Lalu kau melanjutkan hidup.
Semestinya secara sederhana kau mencinta, berkeluarga, dan wafat diatas taburan bunga-bunga dari orang-orang yang mencintaimu dan kau cintai.
Satu saat kau mulai mengeluhkan hal-hal kecil. Kau rasa menyebalkan, mengesalkan, mengganggu. Kebutuhanmu bertambah, dan terus-menerus bertambah. Satu hari semuanya saru dengan keinginanmu. Kau ingin dunia melayanimu.
Tanpa kamu pernah tau. Tepat dibawah hidungmu, orang berperang diam-diam. Bertaruh harga diri dan nyawa. Menjaga damai mu.
Disaat yang sama ketika ia bergumul dengan musuh, kamu duduk santai disore hari, minum kopi puluhan ribu dan sibuk melihat katalog memilih mobil baru.
Kamu tidak pernah tau, damaimu dijaga oleh darah yang siap tumpah.
Kamu tak pernah sadar, bagaimana sebenarnya duniamu bekerja.
Bahwa sederhanamu itu semu.
Your journey has to end before you complete the quest.
It sucks dear bunny.
But it happens all the time.
You’ve been one great bunny.
A strong and kind bunny.
Now I let your soul rest.
Don’t be a zombie bunny.
Please…
Life is a cosmic joke
Laugh at it all the way you want
Laugh until you explode
Expose me to ur fire
Let this burn its way to perdition
Fire up fire up fire up!
Expel the metallic shatters
Hundreds of them
Getting into the skin and deeper
Micro stabbing
Profuse bleeding
The ground zero has gone
It has turned into a hollow blackhole
Sucks the life out of everything
This is not a fable
Not an ode
Not a satire
This is just a joke
A grand cosmic joke
Tak perlu memaksa jadi dewasa.
Mari menjadi keras kepala.
Lebih dari yang merasa bijaksana.
Selamanya di Neverland
Two compounds, too unstable.
Each are easily flammable.
Wonder if the nature’s law is true.
What if I let myself being bound to you?
A bunny is too weird to be running around town, have no fangs n claws for defense. It should just wait in t hole, get out just to find food. But the king require a bunny to take a quest. To take everybody’s piece of soul for the king. they send the bunny a rugged soul-holder sack. A bear then come n help the bunny with the sack.. Because the Kings’ castle is on the end of an ascending steep road. The king’s messenger come and say to the rabbit, “You will finish this quest alone. No help, no tool, no chariot, …Not be dead on the way. Its the king’s order.” And then the messenger go. The bear insist to help. The bunny can’t abandon the King’s order. “I want to make sure that u make it” Said the Bear. “You can stay here. I should carry this on my own”. Thus the bunny drag the sack slowly. Not knowing how it would all end, Bunny keeps on dragging t sack up to t castle. Trying to finish t quest n back to where it left the bear. But then at the time the bunny finish the quest, the sack is in the King’s hand, the bunny is too tired to breathe that the last soul meant to be taken by the King is the Bunny’s. But The King then said “you did a great job fluffy bunny, now be in peace, I’ll release ur soul to the sky, where its bright all the time”.
There was once a star maid who put stars in their place every night. she sends blessing to start farming, guidance to show direction for fishing. She throws star for everybody to wish upon, so that way she could send the wishes to The One, universe Creator..
But there’s this one star gazer, not a farmer, not a fisherman. He did nothing but documenting stars that he saw.
She sees what he do. Every night she watch this star gazer, from afar. She eventually give him a sign, within the stars she placed. Hoping that he would know what she wants to show.
He was just a student, it took him years to notice a pattern. It cost him a lifetime to decipher the signs.
But she’s always a star maid, who watch him every single night for decades, and always give him signs to solve, so that he keeps on gazing.
By the end of his days, he finally get what the sign says. Within his last breath he whispers, knowing that she could listen to him;
“I love you too, dear Star Maid..”
And on that night, the most beautiful meteor rain ever on earth, takes place.
Blue is nothing but you. Not the vast ocean before you. Not the immense sky that you are belong to.
Truth is never good enough when we found it. We tally to it a lil bit of this and that until it turns into a lie. Lie is our craddle, that we have to leave once we grow up.
Its not black, white, green, yellow or red, that is the color of the virtue. Its blue. Its you.
When all the natural light in the world turned off, and so do lamps and fireplaces too.
No sounds left to vibrate the chill air. Oh what’s left of us then? A bunch of soulless breathing bodies..
No. I am wide awake dear.. Watching you in your sleep. Caressing every line of your sillhouette.
I won’t touch the calm vibe and turn on some light. I’ll just leave everything be like how it was when u close ur eyes. Let this darkness protects you like an unborn child.
Nyx is the night, the mother of light they say..
And so please don’t bother me, I just wanna watch you.. sleep well till the mother darkness gave u birth.. My sphere of light, Aether.
